SK

CNS

2012-02-13T22:48:00.001+08:00

I gonna nail you down!Ahem!

面具?朋友?

2012-02-13T17:02:00.001+08:00

当你跟一个人太熟，太亲近的话，有时候，你会发现其实他并不是你想象的那样好。他可以突然间，变成另外一个人，斤斤计较，冷漠，表里不一。难道这是成长过程的一部分？
形形色色的人都有。对的，这是生活给你的启示，教会你要do not judge a book by its cover。面具总有被拆下的一天，让我看清楚一个人。有的时候，你可以特地设计一些考验，不管是大是小，这些考验可以让你发觉什么才是朋友，而谁是值得你进一步发展的。

当然，也有的人，刚开始，你并没有发现她的存在或有任何的交集。可是，缘分让她们发现原来这些才可以称之为朋友。可以敞开心胸，谈天说地，互相扶持的朋友，不计较，会懂得珍惜彼此的才是真正的朋友。

EOC 4

2012-02-11T15:46:00.000+08:00

I got 62 marks for this test. It is an embarassment though it records a great improvement as compared to my previous test.
I am not satisfied with my result.
I would always want a better result.
My next goal: 75 marks in first year MBBS exam.

Perhaps we are just colleagues, not even friends

2012-01-22T22:18:00.001+08:00

" I have helped you from list A to Z BUT YOU DID NOT HELP ME AT ALL."
Wonder who is that?This is one of my "supposed-to-be good friend" who'd told me recently. Well, if you did not need other people's help at all the times and you did not seem to have any difficulties throughout your studies plus you never asked for my assistance in any aspects, what could I do to help you. If you are so calculative in what and which you have helped me and always expected a return, perhaps you did all these just because that you wanna chase me and got my attention. You did not really have the frank intention to help me.

"Oh, you have skin disease. Then shall I consult doctor as well? Is it contagious? AM I IN DANGER?"...then followed by my reply," Can I slap you?"(I was trying to know whether he is joking or crapping)....then I got a shocking reply, " WHY? I AM SERIOUS!"
Note: By the way, yeah, I have atopic eczema which is just a minor problem. It's not contagious.

Could you imagine that you "supposed-to-be good friend" treats you as an alien by worrying that he's in EXTREMELY DANGEROUS CONDITION without even showing his concern for your health condition?

Well, I guess he still thinks that he is always correct and is right at saying all these to me.

After writing this post, I am much more relieved. It's like throwing all the trashes into dustbin.

A whole new dragon year 2012.I will embrace it with new resolutions and perhaps make more new friends...Hope I can do well in exam...I really wish to...I must do well.....

Disappointment...

2012-01-20T00:47:00.000+08:00

Disappointed again!
Whatever it is, you wouldn't make an impact towards my life starting from today. It's harsh. Yeah, I know. However, you are making yourself to be more irresponsible. I myself shall become very independent.
You have forced me to do so.
A person who always fails to do something after promising and giving lots of excuse instead of just confessing it or making an effort to rectify it. Not really behaving as a gentlemen.
All these will end here because perhaps, everything that you've done recently really induces disappointment.
Might as well mind my own business. Stay focused. =)

Independent

2012-01-18T23:17:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, we just need to be very independent.
Not everybody has the responsibility to help you.

Disappointment

2012-01-16T19:05:00.000+08:00

I am really disappointed in you. Although the incidence happening is so trivial, it just makes me feel sucks.

Sometimes...

2012-01-10T17:08:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I feel that it is hard to come across a friend that you can tell him/ her everything regardless of your happiness or sorrow, feelings, etc when you get into university. There are times whereby void starts to engulf your soul.
Even your own academic advisor, the so-called close friends will judge you by your results, achievements and other aspects. I guess all these are human instincts where they sometimes do something naturally without realising it.
I suddenly realise that I am not a social butterfly. I want to be one but just that, I become so retrenched that I gradually start keeping many things to myself and do not really invest much of my time of socializing around. That is pretty wrong. I know that. I know I've become like that because I am not that happy compared to previous times. Perhaps it's time to change.
Perhaps this is what you need to pay off as you've grown up.
The law of attraction? Perhaps I don't really master such skills.
Back to studies now.
Pen off.
=)

We cannot trust everybody

2011-12-18T16:54:00.000+08:00

I found that not all the people are kind. Many of them are cruel. This is the reality of life.
You have to accept that. Many people are trying to take advantage of you and even trying so hard to ruin your reputation.
You will be lagging behind if you do not try hard to improve yourself.
I agree strongly with Dr. Thaw's beliefs that the world is only meant for the rich. The poor are always being put into disadvantages.
The only thing that can change our life into better ones is education and knowledge. Just because I am poor, my deposit is being forfeited by the rich owner. Just because I am poor, I had to settle down and compromise with the unfair tenancy contract to be signed because I had limited time to look for a good room previously. Just because I did not perform well in the few tests, you made me as your target to back stab me in front of the lecturers without telling me before you went to see lecturers.
I want to tell you that, I am not a fool. I know what had actually happened. The social circle in UTAR medical school is already so small and yet you are trying to create more enemies for yourself. Screw you.
Do you think that making me inferior in front of others will make you appear to be more excellent?It'll never happen. You will never know that I will bounce back in the coming test.
Complaints of life are useless.I will work my ass off in the smart way to prove my value and importance.
Yeah, people who always try to harm and pull me down have always become a booster for me to work 120% harder.This had been proven before previously in my life. I am a strange creature. I would like to thank you for your evil thoughts of pulling me down in academic because it works the other way round to me. You will be surprised.

EOS's coming..haha

2011-10-31T22:17:00.000+08:00

EOS lurrrr....coming soon
Just wanna write something here to motivate myself.
Yeah..go go. Don't let your own progress to be hampered by fear and worthless or unnecessary worries. You'll be doing fine.Yea...I notice that it's always the bad emotions which will transform all my hard work into trash.
Yeah, keep myself in good mood and reminding myself of what to do everyday without putting myself into confusion ...then it should be alright, isn't it?
Don't let negative thinking kills you. Miraculously, hoping for the best and have faith in myself will bring me to success. Please....let me gather all the COURAGE to do well in EOC as what I had gained during the preparation for STPM 2010!
When you are steadily revising and be alert of what you are doing, you'll be fine!Don't doubt about yourself. Doubts should be placed in the right event but never ever you shall doubt about your ability.
Ok....enough of motivation...LET'S START STUDYING!Yipeeeee
I'll fight and drill till the end...So syok and exciting! Be the greatest WARRIOR who's confident.....say NO to losers...

I must pass EOS with flying colours

2011-10-07T20:39:00.000+08:00

I know I must put in extra effort in passing my exams...perhaps the coming EOS.
Abby tells me that if one does not pass EOS, PTPTN may terminate or hold the study loan.
Without the study loan, I cannot continue studying medicine in UTAR.
The future is bleak if I cannot study medicine anymore.
However, I am not going to allow this happen.
I believe in myself that I am going to gain great improvements and pass my coming EOS with flying colours=)

2011-09-30T02:01:00.002+08:00

All Men Enjoys Ovaltine.......

brilliant!

Who says a person who's successful never fails in his/ her life?

2011-09-28T01:53:00.000+08:00

http://www.aspiringdocs.org/community/inspiring_stories/159842/aretha_davis.html

Can you think of any obstacles while you were in school? How did you overcome those obstacles?

"Aretha: The very first exam I took…I failed. I was left stunned and wondering how it happened. I hadn’t been goofing off. I was taking my studies very, very seriously. I was walking home with a classmate and close friend discussing my disappointment and she put it all into context for me. “This is just a pimple, a small blemish that will fade quickly, no need to panic” she said. That same night we sat down together and looked at how I had prepared for the exam. She shared with me her study habits and then we readjusted my test preparation accordingly. The next exam I rocked and got a 94 percent!"

SO WHAT THE HELL I AM SO DEPRESSED AND EMO AFTER MY VERY FIRST FAILURE IN MY PREVIOUS EOC 1 TEST?

Even a Harvard medical student did fail before in her life. However, she still makes it later and scores high marks. What on earth I am here to look down on myself? It's time to make some adjustments, plan well before study and get my stuffs organized.

人生

2011-09-11T14:22:00.000+08:00

真够刺激咯！我喜欢！嘻嘻

Be happy

2011-09-09T23:29:00.000+08:00

I wish that I can be youthful and happy.
Happiness is the best medication.
Something's going wrong with me.
The heat of intense competition is so nearing.
The world is cruel.
If I am not well-prepared, I will be left out and being stranded in this society.
So work smart and be an integral person who deserves respect from everybody.
Every seconds are important because as times lapse, our life span is shortened.
Therefore, appreciate every moments that I have.
Well, I admit that I hate failures.
To be the best among the rest, it's a hill hiking pathway which needs patience.
I know...God is testing me and if I persevere, I can do it by having faith in myself.
I wish that every moments that I have spent on studying medical-related subjects are as exciting as the learning of magical spells and the journey which has been gone through by Harry Potter.
Gambateh...

Ahem!

2011-09-09T14:20:00.002+08:00

Nothing is absolute.

Goals achieving

2011-09-06T23:34:00.001+08:00

Remember that this is your first priority. Nothing can become your hindrance.

Stressed up

2011-08-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

Suddenly, I feel that I am so stressed up. I was too emotional these few days.

I am feeling lonely, inferior and not capable enough in various aspects.

An isolated island.

A body without soul.

Too many negative thoughts are disturbing and engulfing my life. Some, they do have reasons but for others, even me myself do not really understand why I think in such way.

****Pen off...

Dedicated to Mr. Pharm

2011-08-10T17:07:00.000+08:00

Ooh...I gonna love you more and more simply because you are so interesting!I am so excited to explore further and get to know you more.

痊愈了!

2011-07-31T12:51:00.000+08:00

我心情好很多,很多东西想通了...
可以说我100%好了!

我不快乐

2011-07-30T15:52:00.002+08:00

我真的很不开心.
突然间,我觉得自己没有存在的价值...
昨天, 当我走在街上,我真的很想让车撞过我这边来.
有时侯,我甚至想拿一把刀捅自己.可是,那样会留下疤痕.
撞墙?免了...如果死不去,变弱智,反而更痛苦.
跳楼?那会很痛,还会影响房价
烧碳?还要浪费钱买碳,又污染环境
曾经很负面地想,我是不是就如此地差劲?
是,问题可以解决而且我已经为我自己安排一切,可是我还是打从心里觉得非常沮丧
当别人安慰我说别担心,下次会及格的.其实这个说法确实让我觉得更难过.
难道我就只能够要求自己下次EOC仅仅及格,而不是考得好吗?
死可以解决问题吗?不可以...极乐世界是没有考试可以让你从来
哭可以解决问题吗?我只会觉得更累
我只能说,这一次伤得很重.
那种痛楚就犹如撕心肺裂的痛!

Meaningful holidays

2011-07-29T00:10:00.000+08:00

Although I didn't really study during this holidays, outings with friends had enabled me to think and view things from different perspectives during chatting.

Thank you you all for making me into a better person. Well said, Yoon Teng. We shall never expect other people to help you in time when you need help. Perhaps learning to be independent is important. Of course, building friendship is important. Thank you, Siew Teng for sharing with me a lot of important tips to maintain good health and on how to maintain our high spirit when studying medicine, a tough course indeed. Not to forget Wai San and Yee Kheng. It was a great outing, really!

I have plans for my second block. A truly dynamic schedule with objectives and targets to be achieved.

An update about my life in UTAR

2011-07-25T15:00:00.000+08:00

It'd been a long time that I'd not been writing any articles for my blog.

Life as a medical student in UTAR's certainly hectic. Sometimes, I think I am lost in the middle not knowing exactly the things which I have done. Enough! I will put a full stop to the negative thoughts that biology is not my cup of tea. If other people can do it, why can't I?It's you and you yourself who question about your own ability that will lure you into failure. Understand? Wait...I'll be well-prepared during the 2nd block of semester 1. I will equip myself with enough knowledge to sit for EOC 2. MBBS, you won't knock me down.

May courage and determination lifts me up and shines all the way starting from 2nd block sem 1 onwards! I shall transform myself into the new "Sze Kie", not the one who did not have enough confidence in 1st block sem 1. I want to be more knowlegable, outspoken, confident and cheerful.

I must get my life to be more organised and meaningful by doing the right things at the right time. Get the mistakes rectified!

Encounter with failures

2011-07-11T21:33:00.001+08:00

This is the first time I am able to chill, calm down while making sure that I am on the right track when I encounter with failures. No tears.No grouses. No extreme despair. Yeah, I conquer the fear.

Elated

2011-07-03T12:24:00.001+08:00

I am happy that I start gaining the ultimate momentum to study without negative stress today. Yipee!

Focus!!!!That's what I need the most currently.

2011-07-02T13:42:00.000+08:00

Please...please stay focused, Sze Kie.
Don't ever do something that you'll regret later.
Studying is important.
Never say never.
Conquer all the biology stuffs that you'd once hated them so much.
Now, you must fall in love with antomy, pathology,cellular &molecular biology...
With all these knowledge at your fingertips, you can lead a career to save the lives of many, not just a career merely to earn a meagre living.
Believe in yourself. Nothing's impossible.

Too Heavy

2011-06-01T16:33:00.002+08:00

A lot of stuffs to be revised..Ooh...

Depression

2011-05-30T17:04:00.000+08:00

I am a bit depressed due to some trivial matters.

Untitled Part 2

2011-05-28T13:31:00.002+08:00

Will stick to my original plan....

Untitled

2011-05-28T01:07:00.001+08:00

I am so fortunate enough to have support from my family towards my decision to study medic.

God has always opened up many opportunities for me. There leaves me alone-to choose which I want.

Actually, I always want to pursue my study and be self-independent to finance my study. However, sometimes scholarships or sponsorship always come for the wrong courses and this's always happening to me.

I'd given up KPLSPM last time. Now, I am consideratig to dump another opportunity that will lead me to get a free education without the need of "FAMA" scholarship.

In fact, nothing's perfect in the world.

Excitement arises after checking my email mailbox

2011-05-27T14:41:00.001+08:00

Today, after checking my email account, I am indeed overjoyed. Yipee!heheh...Yes, I did it.

I'd been sent an invitation to attend interview of MOE bachelor of science (general education) in Singapore. This's because I'd filled in BSc(general edu) as my 4th choice in NTU application.

Long ago, I received an email stating that I failed to secure a place in NTU. I was sad that time. Hey..but today, a miracle happens. I am shortlisted for my fourth choice. However, I didn't make any appeals after knowing that I failed to secure a place in NTU. Why is this happening?

Anyways, I am feeling extremely happy!

Yeah!

剪坏的发型

2011-05-22T12:47:00.001+08:00

非常讨厌那个笨笨的理发师...她竟然将我的刘海剪的短到不行,看下去像是个椰壳头
真让我怀疑她到底有没有学过理发

超生气!!!!

Sorry也没有用...Ish....

Countdown

2011-05-20T11:54:00.000+08:00

Many of my friends who will be going to UTAR to pursue their tertiary education are now doing some countdowns in their facebook status.

Frankly speaking, I do not feel really excited upon entering UTAR MBBS due to following reasons
(1) The orientation schedule is not as packed as IPTA. The activities of orientation are not aplenty.
(2) UTAR building in Sg. Long is small and I don't expect much to be explored.

Perhaps I'll become excited after commencing my course!

=)

Decisions making at the fork of the road of my life

2011-05-11T00:18:00.001+08:00

University life is the ingredient which adds spice to our life and it equips us with the skills to prepare us to enter the workforce in the future.

After STPM, I worked for a month and a half. Then I quitted the job and started to look for scholarship opportunities. I'd spent almost 4 months to really have a confirmed choice of the course I prefer the most.
I went to Facon education fair in KLCC, paid a visit to UCSI, UTAR and IMU university. I applied for NTU, NUS and HKUST, last but not least local public universities as well. All these were time consuming.

Till now, NTU's rejected me. However, HKUST and NUS application still shows application processing or under consideration. I attended UTAR medicine program interview as well. Frankly speaking, initially when I was in education fair, I did not intend to consider or apply for UTAR at all. Eventually, I made up my mind to apply for MBBS in UTAR because the processing fee is very cheap and also due to my mum's advice to apply for that since I'll not always get good offer of courses from IPTA (as you all know, luck is important putting aside all our cgpa in application).

During these few weeks and till now, I've been waiting patiently for the decision of admission into NUS or HKUST. However, the deadline of paying UTAR MBBS tuition fees is approaching. I can't afford to wait for NUS and HKUST anymore. The worst condition is my offer for UTAR MBBS will be automatically lapse and I do not get the offer or rather I am not being offered my preferred courses by NUS or HKUST if I do not make a prompt and the right decision in time.

Here, it comes to decision making. I have many factors to consider before I make a decision to which and where to pursue my tertiary education. I start to recall my decision to retake stpm and finally I get a good result(although not excellent enough to clinch all A's). I start to feel that, yeah, in fact, I am no worse than anybody else academically and yes, everybody including me is able to chase his/her dream if enough effort is put in correct ways accompanied by wisdom. If I want to be a teacher, I would directly go for maktab overseas TESL scholarship programme already since after form 5, I won't be here taking STPM. If I want to be an architecture, I know I won't be able to be successful in it as I am not an artistic person. If I want to be an actuarist, well, I enjoy doing maths but I don't really love it although I am able to solve it after some twist and turn. If I want to be an engineer, I won't retake STPM last year as I was being offered chemical engineering by UMP albeit UMP's a young uni and it's not a popular local public university. Finally.........right here, I've set my mind to stick to what I want.

I've made an important decision. There's no turning point and no way looking at other options. I foresee myself to be able to rid off all the obstacles which I will encounter in the future.

Bless me with luck! Dedicated to God, parents, siblings and friends, I will make sure myself to excel in the field I've chosen no matter how difficult it is.

Make-up

2011-05-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

I'd bought Maybelline New York Mascara, eye shadow and eye liner made from Japan.
I want to be more feminine.
Yes! I would transform myself from an ugly caterpillar to a beautiful butterfly.
Wink~~~~

Eat less, eat to your right proportion

2011-05-02T19:18:00.002+08:00

Whenever I take in extra food within my limits, I feel like vomiting and having diarrhoea.
Whenever I take in raisins and other sour stuffs all together in a day, I feel like rushing to toilet for a few times.
I guess I am the type of person who can't eat too much at one time.
I always have stomachache when I eat something which is not that clean.

Article...this is saddening

2011-05-01T00:46:00.001+08:00

PM: Chinese must choose - MCA or no representation
KUALA TERENGGANU: The Chinese must decide whether to vote for the MCA or lose representation in the government, Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak said.
The Prime Minister noted that the MCA had already sent this "clear message" to Chinese voters.
He was commenting on the statement by MCA president Datuk Seri Dr Chua Soi Lek that the party would not accept any post in the federal and state governments if it were to fare worse in the coming general election than it did in the 2008 polls.
Najib said: "I see the MCA sending the message that the Chinese cannot support the opposition and at the same time expect strong representation in the government.
"They have to choose," he told reporters here after opening Pangsapuri Rakyat on Duyong island.
Dr Chua had noted that the party won 15 of the 40 parliamentary seats it contested and 31 of the 90 state constituencies it vied for.
In Muar, Deputy Prime Minister Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin said the Chinese community would suffer a huge loss if there were to be no MCA representatives in the government.
"I hope this does not happen," he told reporters after opening the meetings of the Youth, Wanita and Puteri wings of the Pagoh Umno division. - Bernama

Note: This article is copied from http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2011/4/30/nation/20110430194839&sec=nation#13041818129681&if_height=611. This is only meant for sharing purpose.

A sorry note in my mailbox

2011-04-30T18:43:00.000+08:00

I found a note in my mailbox this morning. It stated that the postman was unable to deliver the pos laju document to me because I was not at home during the delivery time. I checked the source. It showed that this document was collected from Cheras. I had no idea who and which that sent me this document. I was too lazy to collect at pos laju office. Instead, I phoned the customer service line of Pos Malaysia and opted for second delivery of the document to my house.

Pharmacists..not only dealing with drugs. Yes! Pharmacist invented Coca-cola

2011-04-28T00:23:00.001+08:00

Who invented the famous drink among youngsters, Coca-cola?
Food scientist?No!
Chemist?No!
Nutritionist?Absolutely no!
Pharmacist?YES!
Dun b surprised...
Answer: John S. Pemberton

Food prices hit Asia’s poor

2011-04-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

Food prices hit Asia’s poor

Random thoughts

2011-04-27T16:58:00.000+08:00

My NUS status shows that 'application processing'.
I consider it as a good sign as it means that I still stand a chance to be granted an offer in admission into NUS.
Friday will be a big day for me. I'll expect many difficult questions being bombarded to me. Well, be prepared!

Bleed..bleeding..bleed..bleeding

2011-04-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

My heart's aching and bleeding whenever I saw some people posting comments in forums that they got accepted into admission by NTU.
It's not because I envy them. It's because I suddenly feel myself to be a bit inferior as compared to them. This's a negative thought, I know.
Now, I shall tell myself: Do have hopes for everything but don't put extra high hopes on something to avoid disappointment as this could cause you to be mentally fragile.
Stay strong...hmmm....NUS....HKUST.... please accept me as part of your family!

2011-04-21T23:41:00.002+08:00

The world's torn apart.
I feel like a worthless tiny particle in the atmosphere.
I am alone on the path to chase my dream.
Sheer determination and enthusiasm seem not to be appreciated by certain party.
Keep telling myself to be positive
What else I could do if nobody recognises my work?
World is unfair...I know
However, opportunities are there but they don't allow you to grab it and reach greater heights.
Ironically, my tear glands seem to have malfunction problem
Blood is dripping from my heart, my mind goes blank
Where shall I head to?
Future seems to be bleak for me at the moment
Do I just deserve to lead an ordinary life?
I am not awarded chances and the honour to be extraordinary.
Elimination is a cruel game...

USM interview? I am NOT in!

2011-04-20T02:17:00.000+08:00

I just checked my application status in USM website. I keyed in my i /c number for a few times. However, the result was still the same. I am NOT in the list for interview.

What? How can you decide my fate just based on Munsyi test? I know I didn't score straight A's in STPM but how would you, USM know that I won't perform well in all the courses which I've applied that require interview(e.g. medicine, pharmacy, dietetics, etc)?

I was heartbroken.

Alright, I shall stop complaining. Perhaps I am a bit EMO-lah.

GOD, please...bless me....give me a chance to study in Singapore, be it NUS or NTU....I'll prove myself to be capable and competent in the field which I choose. Praying hard for the application outcome....YES...please tell me,"You are shortlisted/Congratulations, you are being offered.... (blah..blah...) in NUS or NTU.

Bump!

2011-04-10T23:43:00.003+08:00

On 9th Apr, a reckless driver holding a probation driving license bumped into my dad's car. That day, I was on the journey back home from USM Munsyi test. The guy whose car bumped into my dad's car looked like as if he was 30++ years old but in fact, he was just a 18-year-old kid! Can you imagine how can a car on 旧街场 bumped into another car without any acceptable reasons such as avoiding cars who want to cut the lines. It is just a small road with minor traffic jam, packed with cars lining just in one row. The guy was so irresponsible as he even did not seem to be happy with the compensation which is deemed reasonable for the car to be repaired in the shop. He even demanded whether my dad could drive his car long way up to somewhere about 30-40 min to repair the car. See, it was he who bumped into my dad's car yet he made such unreasonable request. We even needed to phone him up later to inform him to discuss about compensation because we were not free to talk to him for that long during initial discussion as he did not make a decision whether to pay for the fees to repair my dad's car in my dad's preferred shop after 30 minutes. Oh my gosh! How could a person behave like that? Even passer-bys in that street blamed him on bumping into my dad's car for no reasons!
I can understand that a person with P-driving license may bump into other people's car during the first and two attempts when driving on the road due to inadequate of experience. However, PLEASE la....have a good attitude during the discussion for compensation. When it is reasonable, just pay to the party! Make decisions fast and don't behave like a little child who doesn't make the initiative to phone back the party whose car has been bumped into.

Essay done!

2011-04-07T02:17:00.002+08:00

Finally, my essay's done!!!Tomorrow gonna post it...
Yeah, I must consult a dentist...issh!

Essay to be submitted by tomorrow!

2011-04-06T18:29:00.002+08:00

No, I can't procrastinate anymore!!!
Please, sit down and write a good, convincing essay for application!

Interview from UTAR MBBS

2011-04-06T18:11:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!
Just receive a phone call from UTAR Sg. Long.
Interview'll be on next thursday!
Gonna prepare well for it...
Vivian too, got the phone call to attend interview!

2011-04-05T00:09:00.001+08:00

今天,回三德中学时遇到Mr. Chua...
聊了三句吧就拜拜了...
重读这一年没白费,至少在外面独立生活是心理素质好了很多,想法正面了,遇到问题会有智慧地去解决,对自己有了信心!
以前,在三德时很不想遇到Mr. Chua,因为感觉上我好像被他瞧不起!
不过,现在觉得当时我的想法太幼稚和庸人自扰了吧!
人吗,适当是要放轻松,努力时也要work smart!
我对自己的信心还不错啦!好想快点进大学!大学那么大,社交圈应该会更大吧,生活也因为参与活动而变得充实和多姿多彩!
感觉上自己比以前更吱喳了!
人生只有一次,活得精彩和快乐才是最重要!

2011-03-06T12:03:00.000+08:00

Taken from Times Higher Education Website.Below is the issue that we need to be aware of when we graduate and enter the workforce.

Source:
http://www.timeshighereducation.co.uk/story.asp?sectioncode=26&storycode=402214&c=2

Workplace bullying
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By Harriet Swain
Intimidation and victimisation at work can destroy health, confidence and careers
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The problem with being bullied at work is that it is often subtle, says Matt Witheridge, operations manager at the Andrea Adams Trust, which specialises in workplace bullying. “In isolation, many of the events can be trivial,” he says. “The important thing about bullying is its persistence.”
P. K., who writes a blog on university bullying, says most academics who are bullied do not realise it until their health suffers or they have gone through disciplinary procedures.
He cites a checklist of indicators that bullying is taking place. These include: rumours and gossip circulate about the target; the target is not invited to meetings or voted onto committees; there is a collective focus on a critical incident that “shows what kind of man he really is”; there is emotion-laden, defamatory rhetoric about the target in oral and written communications; the bullies put a high value on secrecy; the target’s real or imagined sins are added up to make something that cries for action.
He warns that institutions will tend to defend the person accused of bullying.
Witheridge says the worst thing you can do is suffer in silence. He advises getting as much support and advice as you can: from organisations such as his; from family members; and from doctors. Many GPs are becoming increasingly aware of how widespread bullying is, he says.
Roger Kline, head of equality and employment rights at the University and College Union, advises keeping a diary of everything that you regard as contributing to the bullying. Keep copies of all letters, e-mails and anything else, such as notes of phone calls, that help establish what is going on.
He also suggests talking to your union rep. “There may be other people currently being bullied, or the individual or individuals bullying you may have a history that the rep knows about but you don't,” Kline says. “It may be possible to respond collectively.”
If there is a conflict of interest with the rep, talk to your branch or local association secretary.
P. K. says that a good union rep may be able to save your job, but it is unlikely he or she will be able to get redress. “If it goes to disciplinary action, colleagues you consider to be your friends will think first of their jobs,” he warns. Nor is there any specific UK law against bullying.
Kline recommends checking your institution’s policy on bullying and harassment or dignity at work. Witheridge says that making a formal complaint becomes much easier in an institution that has a good anti-bullying strategy.
Keren Eales, spokesperson for the College and University Support Network, says if the bullying can be classed as verbal or physical abuse you may also want to report it to the police, taking with you any evidence.
But a CUSN fact sheet on the topic suggests tackling the problem by speaking to or writing to the person you feel is bullying you or asking someone else to speak to them on your behalf.
Charlotte Rayner, professor of human resource management at Portsmouth Business School, says the informal approach is almost always the best one to take. If you are not aware of informal ways of handling bullying, such as harassment advisers or mediators, ask your institution.
If it proves impossible to resolve informally, Kline says you must take advice on formulating a grievance. This will need to set out your concerns and say clearly what you would like done.
Alternatively, you could just try to tough it out or move to another area or organisation. But if you do decide to fight it out, be prepared for it to take time.
Meanwhile, if you see someone else being bullied, say something, Witheridge urges. “One of the worst things is bystander apathy: people keep their heads down because they don't want to attract similar attention.”

2011-03-01T00:26:00.000+08:00

Lalalalala......=)

2011-02-27T22:27:00.000+08:00

STPM成绩放榜了!
我对我的成绩还是不满意,那三科A还是A-,尤其是Biology更是被Paper 4拖累变成B而已,我的天啊,这打击有够大的!为什么呢?我比较了前年和去年的Biology成绩,去年我Biology Paper 1和Paper 2都考得比前年好,可是biology overall grade却比前年差(前年拿B+).
说实在的,确实是有点失望!当然,这比我预期的还要好一些,我还以为我最多只能够拿2A2B呢!
星期三的prize / cert presentation ceremony真的有点不想去了......我不想再想起我的biology paper是考得那么的烂!
我要相信自己,坚信自己,希望我也会有被NUS和NTU录取的那一天!

2011-02-17T16:24:00.000+08:00

双子座怕寂寞,需要人陪,也同时享受独处反思的空间.

2011-02-14T00:05:00.000+08:00

I'd attended Kai Yinn's 21st birthday party in Euro House on 8th Feb.
Well,actually I got to know this girl when my parent fetched her and her family to visit colleges and uni in KL.That time, we did chat but not much. Till this year,I worked as a cashier in East Ocean restaurant during CNY, then I met her again!
How I'd describe this girl...She's just so sweet and friendly.She shared with me her life of studying in Australia.She lend me her A-level law book for me to read so that I can have a better view of how will be the questions of law exams if one were to study this course.I must remember to finish reading the books and return to her mum.
I will definitely remember to give her something special during her birthday next year.Thanks for her wine!During her birthday party,I got a chance to gather with her and also met my old friend,Yip Hoe Chee again.I start to appreciate the aroma and taste of wine but I don't think I am the kind of girl who will get myself drinking a lot and drunk.A glass or two are just enough for me to taste and savour on.
Yeah...glad to know her and have her as my friend.Keep in touch!

2011-02-13T01:07:00.000+08:00

Today,I've attended Renee's 21st birthday celebration(early celebration).

I was so happy because I got a chance to gather with Yee Leng,Ranei, Renee,Kai Yinn and Grace Yip.Will soon have something to give away or surprise for xin yi and yee leng!

I've uploaded some photos to facebook.I had a great time!Really enjoy it!When someone told you something which she might not tell others,you feel great as you are treated as a good friend of someone.

Rumours spread everywhere that STPM 2010 result will be released on 21st Feb.I really hope that I can do well.No matter how it turns out to be,I'll have no regrets.

I am not planning to seek for a job this week....maybe next week?I gonna spend some time to read useful books to widen my horizon.There are two chinese books and few law books for me to savour.

2011-01-31T00:21:00.001+08:00

Working is better than nothing...=)

2011-01-20T15:51:00.000+08:00

I am very happy because I sell more than others!Wakaka!

2011-01-16T02:51:00.000+08:00

I'd like to organise trips to somewhere with friends. Now,everybody's studying in different universities.I wonder when we'll have chance to make our friendship grow stronger and stronger.We get to know new friends as days go by.Gradually,we tend to neglect our old good buddies when we are busy.Yes, actually friendship is something that we must put in effort to maintain.A warm birthday greeting,a special thought for them,keen interest of knowing how they are doing,etc are more than enough.This makes them feel that they are not 'nobody', instead they are someone who are important and have walked through the journey of your life.

Will CNY gathering be a success?I hope so...no more usual darn boring visits to relatives houses,but also gather with friends.

2011-01-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

总结我在三德中学和拉曼学院度过的中六时光:
三德中学: (2008/2009)
1.事件一:因为要出席AIESEC camp而事先又给了营费,所以没有出席到Librarian Training Course,最后考试不通过.命运-过后,就当了prefect.
2.事件二:因为那该死的MT年终考试不及格,所以从B1跌去B2.
3.事件三:STPM拿不到我想拿的cgpa
4.事件四:当然就认识了一些朋友咯!
5.总而言之,三德的中六生活过得很紧绷,压抑和颓废啦!(自己当然也有责任!)
拉曼学院: (2010)
1.重考STPM
2.10S2A的人很热情啦.很少看到整班几乎每个人都让我很快感受到他们的热情,有一股冲动想很快认识他们啦!
3.遇到难搞天天衣服在房间里滴水的roomate,过后搬了房.
4.遇到一个超好的人兼同班同学:Angeline Tan.这个室友是我看过最friendly的人.也是我的良师益友,让我学会很多课业和人生道理.
5.要说声对不起.接近考bio时突然发脾气,希望那时候没有影响到你.Wish you all the best staying in KL + earn lots of money!我们两个喝酒喝到全身起红色的斑点,哈哈!STPM后要疯一下!
6.体验和别人共处一室,相处之道.我知道自己有什么缺点啦,日后大学生活不会再犯!
7.因为重考的缘故,和Pei Ee开始熟络!在U6B2同班时,我们几乎没和对方说过话呢!
8.拉曼学院的朋友和同学让我领悟到待人要真诚,随性,和友善.虽然每个班都有gang,不过10S2A是我觉得gang和gang之间不会有种楚河汉界和陌生的感觉!
9.拉曼学院的中六生活,虽然我没有参加任何的课外活动(因为重考关系),可是我却觉得不枉此行,它会是我迈向成功的stepstone.多了人与人之间的quality相处,academically突然全部concept明白了,很多很多的奇迹和人生的进步就在拉曼学院发生!
10.总而言之,拉曼学院中六的生活:考试拼命,生活超级快乐,很多贵人相助,不再彷徨失措.一个字:爽!

2011-01-10T13:39:00.000+08:00

It'd been almost one year that I'd stayed in KL to retake my STPM.
Now,I'm back to Ipoh.There are a lot of changes to the city.There are new outlets,new food eateries,etc.More to discover!There are some new things and elements in the Tambun Sunway Theme Park.Well, a lot more to tell.
It's kinda boring to stay at home all times.Luckily, I'd went to Mid-valley with my siblings and mum so that I won't be bored to death.I'd bought Padini formal wears,skirts and dresses from other outlets.We walked till our feet sore.My siblings did shop some for the festive season cny.We had our lunch in Little Penang Cafe in Mid-valley.The aroma of the food was irresistible and the cendol's really smooth and suited my palate.There were a lot of cothes having discount of 50% or 70%.Unfortunately, the megasales event nationwide's not on during these periods.
Furthermore,there's a gathering between me, xin yi, ranei and kit yi.Well, we went to K-box and had a good day.
Actually,I plan to travel overseas but financially it's not worth it right now.So, I plan to work during this super duper long holiday so that I'd have some money to spend.
Another thing is, a random click of this website http://www.j2kfm.com/ really makes me hungry and discover many good things of Ipoh.

2011-01-02T13:19:00.000+08:00

怎么会有那么小气的人呢?

2010-12-21T00:46:00.000+08:00

Finally, STPM's over!
I shall declare independence of studying days and nights!
Waiting for promoter job!
Too free!
Tomorrow may go ppd to apply for gstt.

2010-10-13T11:15:00.000+08:00

Study ...study..study!
Refresh!
Plain life with studying goes on!
I want to eat pizza!
I can foresee hopes and success in my life.
Focus and concentrate!

I'd been back to hometown on sunday.I accidentally bumped into Pei Han in KL Sentral.
There, I saw a lil' girl studying outside the KFC restaurant.
I stared at her for quite a few minutes. However,she seemed to be lots more slimmer with shorter hairs. She looked up to me and gave me a warm response.She's Pei Han.
We only spoke for a short duration as I knew she's preparing for her exam.
And....we returned to KL in the same coach by train but different seats.
I guessed she needed a good sleep so much and also grabbed some time for studying.So, I didn't disturb her.

To my surprise, she said that her thick textbook is only 0.5% of the topics covered in exams.

I was surprised how one could memorise and remember all those stuffs??!!

Pei han, don't save your hand sanitizer ya!!!!
And don't ever eat bread for your dinner!
Don't you ever keep getting slimmer and slimmer!

2010-09-30T12:37:00.000+08:00

I just received my chemistry trial results this morning.
First, I've to admit that I only contribute 85% hardwork towards this trial exam.It's because I didn't study enough during the one-week raya holiday, especially chapter 1-6!If I've studied thoroghly, I may have gained at least a A- for my chemistry paper.
I more mark!It's one more mark to upgrade to B+!
Argh!
However, I want to aim for an A!Not B+!
Need to add oil and study days and nights for the coming STPM!

2010-09-06T17:11:00.001+08:00

It seems that we,ladies shall be independent. We don't really need to over rely on other people.
女人,前进吧!

2010-08-30T10:32:00.000+08:00

I am lucky to have a chance to study here.
It changes my life a lot and all have transformed to better ones.
Steady yet not deliberately stressed.
Plan to do something after STPM.
What are they?Working and of course, travelling(need to find somebody to go with me, ngek ngek)!and also taking IELTS, possibly!
However, now, it's the time to prepare for STPM.
The timetable has been out!
The timetable increases my motivation.
First subject to be tested is PA2.Second subject-Chemistry paper 4.Third subject-Biology 2.
The timetable's OK for me as at least, it's not Biology 2 on the first day!
Phew!!!!!

2010-08-12T13:19:00.001+08:00

Shall I stay on longer or stick to the original schedule?

2010-08-03T13:18:00.000+08:00

I'd attended HKU talk yesterday(2 Aug).
It seems that application for the undergraduates programme in HKU needs more supporting documents and stuffs as compared to that of NUS.
Well, for most of the STPM students, we haven't taken international english language qualification like IELTS. However, we were told that if we are interested to apply for competitive courses offered by HKU, it's better to take IELTS earlier and submit it by dateline(probably by January 2011). Although it's stated that some of the supporting documents can be sent a bit late, it's better of to submit earlier to get a better standing to be put into first round consideration.
I am planning to take IELTS, but is it worth to do so at this moment?

2010-07-19T16:19:00.000+08:00

I EAT TOO MUCH!!!!
However, I always feel hungry.

2010-07-15T13:47:00.001+08:00

I'd been tired for 2 days after the july test.

Now, I'd regained freshness and would need to start working hard again.

2010-07-01T13:34:00.000+08:00

I have tonnes of maths exercises to do and lots of biology/ chemistry revision need to be done.

Need to sacrifice my precious nap starting from today!

Need to remind myself to complete all the tasks on time!

2010-07-01T12:44:00.000+08:00

Yesterday (during maths T1 tutorial time), Mr. Chin kept asking me that why don't I accept local uni's offer. He said nobody will care where you graduate from and employment does not depend on that.

However, is that all what I can achieve?If there's a chance, why don't I give myself one more try in order to climb higher to get a better offer?

Frankly speaking, I believe I can do better this time with major breakthroughs in this important exam.

2010-06-30T13:00:00.000+08:00

30 June 2010
Just back from wangsa walk mall.Had a chance to dine in Popeye's.
I ordered a kid's meal because it's of small serving and also because I don't have much money(I keep on to forget withdrawing money!)
The waiter cum cashier looked at me with a strange expression because I am a young adult who ordered kid's meal!Haha...
First time have a ride in Choi Yieng's car.Stable driving technique she had!Dined with Choi Yieng, Jia Hui, You Wei and Pei Ee.
Wangsa Walk mall is surrounded by lush greenery. Quite like the environment.It's an indulgence for being there during free time.

2010-06-29T15:31:00.000+08:00

I got my chemistry test paper back.
It's a small test.
I got 33/36.
I am not sure whether this test marks are included or just test for knowledge/fun.
However,the next thing that I need to pay attention to is my MT2(CRV& Deductive Geometry) test on 6/7(Tues).
Well, the test's been postponed and I am totally relieved that I will have more time for preparation.
I wanna eat fish head mee on this saturday.Owh!

2010-06-24T15:44:00.000+08:00

Everything's smooth here!
The study environment here is good.
I have a roomate who can motivate me to study.
I won't be lazy by wandering around when I see that both of us are studying.
A new chapter of life ahead!

2010-06-23T14:48:00.000+08:00

Will continue studying and opt for the road of retaking this exam.
UMP, I know you are good to offer me this course, which will grant me high income in the future.
However, I have to choose to retake to avoid regrets in my life so that I can have more choices available in the future.
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Today, my chemistry test just ends. I'd say that the questions in the paper are easy but I know I don't get them all correct.I've mixed up homolytic and heterolytic fission!Ishh!!!!What a big mistake and poor memory that I have!
Today, I've gonna complete my MT2 continuous random variable tutorial exercises.

2010-06-22T09:29:00.001+08:00

A late update about my status.

I get an offer from local uni(UPU): Chemical Engineering (UMP-Pahang)

With only an average cgpa(i consider it low), i get my first choice.

I am shocked that many ex-biology STPM students get engineering courses in local uni.

2010-06-14T20:47:00.000+08:00

Part 1:
I'm interested to know what course does IPTA offer me. The result'll be out this Friday.

Part 2:
I've spent about a week enjoying in my hometown.I've done nothing!Quite desperate. However, I've had enough rest, food and entertainment. Now,it's time to re-energise and get myself working on something seriously.

Probably won't go back to my hometown during next holidays in September. This's the last time ever in which I could have spent my holidays in my hometown this year.

It's time to say goodbye to my soft and comfortable bed in my sweet sweet home!

2010-06-11T09:14:00.001+08:00

It's time to make a schedule and move back on the right track!

2010-06-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

It's never good to delay your tasks!

2010-06-10T07:33:00.000+08:00

It's time to start studying!No more unnecessary entertainments!

2010-06-09T17:29:00.000+08:00

Today's date: 9/6/2010
I've had a gathering with Kit Wai and Pui Voon in Kopitiam near the Shatin court. Later, we go to Ipoh Parade to shop for stuffs. It's a nice day of haivng a chance to meet each other before we head to our respective universities. I truly value the good moments of our gatherings and thanks for fetching me and spend the times with me!
I've bought a dress, RM26, blackhead remover strips and chocolates. I feel comfortable of shopping in Ipoh Parade compared to shopping in Megamalls, Berjaya Times Square and Sungei Wang in KL.This is because in KL, I need to walk a long distance from hostel and wait for buses and monorails to reach the shopping malls like Berjaya Times Square. Usually, this will all take about 40 minutes. In Ipoh, when I want to buy something, usually it's my friend or my parents who fetch me along. Of course, I've had a P license. Kinda regret for not practising hard after getting my P license. I must remember to learn back driving after my final BIG exam ends at the end of year 2010.
I feel satisfied of buying a dress in Ipoh Parade. Believe it or not, I only have 2 skirts in my wardrobe and the rest are short and long pants. I feel that I need to be more 'lady-like',sometimes. I shall try on the dress during outings next time. No more pants!

2010-06-09T17:16:00.000+08:00

I wish to post this on my blog. When you believe, there's always a miracle. When you have faith in yourself, you will always meet people who inspire you.
When I was waiting for the LRT in KLCC, there was a lady who approached me and borrowed my STAR newspaper to browse through for a short while.
After that, when I went into the train, she asked me to sit besides her and had had a good chat about the issues of education. She encouraged me to explore all the alternatives to achieve my dream, either the route to universities abroad or options to study locally.
She had pointed a good view on personal goals. Interest and passion are two different things. We should always go for something that we are passionate about. Passion will drive one to the ultimatum and success.
She talked about having faith in GOD, no matter what religion you practised. She felt that God will help us along the way.
It's the first motivator whom I've met in KL so far.This does not take into account of my classmates in 10S2A. In fact, it's my classmates in 10S2A who make me work harder and smarter, plus pushing myself to gain a better understanding in academics.

2010-06-08T22:43:00.000+08:00

I've extended my stay in Ipoh till next wednesday.I'll depart from Ipoh on 16th June, around 1p.m.
Yuhoo!!!

2010-06-05T21:07:00.001+08:00

I am now truly contended with my life.
Things seem to turn better and better...Of course, I hope for the best at the end.
In short, I have a happy life now.
Everyday, I am learning new things. Everyday, I gain new knowledge. I acquire the knowledge. A life without too many uncertainties makes me feel secured.
I am now moving in the most correct pathway.

2010-06-03T13:50:00.000+08:00

GATHERINGS
I am looking forward to gatherings with Yoke Ying and other friends. And perhaps, Yoon Teng?Need to look at their schedule first.
Next month, most of them will be heading to respective universities. Some may be going overseas.
The people I know and friends whom I value will all scatter and study in different places. Perhaps, this is something that all of us must go through when we mature and grow up?
I am having a 2-weeks holidays starting from 5 June.However, I still haven't made up my mind whether I gotta stay in Ipoh for the first week of my holidays or the whole 2 weeks of June holidays.I'll decide soon.

2010-06-03T13:42:00.000+08:00

NANYANG CONCEPT TEST 2010:
Finally, I've registered online for Nanyang Concept Test 2010. Yippie!I'd love that.
The test date is on 31 July.
I'm gonna prepare well for it.
I've registered for the chemistry test.
YES!It's the last and only one time to test for my performance in pre-U chemistry.
Kinda regret for not registered for this test in SMK Sam Tet last year due to a lack of confidence.
However, now, since I've registered for this test, there's no turning point, I've gotta do a thorough revision of chemistry subject.

2010-05-21T11:40:00.001+08:00

Have you all ever noticed that time flies and we age as times go by?
Do you all realise that when you are working hard for your own successful and bright future, you may accidentally omit the happiness which you have spent and gone through with your family and best/good friends?
Have you all ever mesmerised the happiness that you all used to had had during your childhood when you are free to think about other stuffs?

2010-04-20T13:25:00.001+08:00

I really need to reward myself a good sleep!

2010-04-19T09:16:00.001+08:00

So pissed off!
.
.
.
But I need to tell myself, "Have a nice day!"

2010-04-18T17:05:00.000+08:00

Missed the school days in which we wear school uniforms!
My problems are solved....
happy..HAPPY~~~!!!!!

2010-04-09T17:10:00.000+08:00

The most important mission right now:
Practise mathematics T exercises(Paper 1& 2)

Relationships with people are indeed complicated. However, when there are important things that are worth more for my attention, it's better to concentrate on my own thing.

Fight for STPM! Get rid of anything and any people who irritates you. Focus on your ownselves more.

Just wanna find a space to express my emotions.

I found that many kids nowadays are too pampered. When they come out and live indepently with other people in the same place, they don't know how to keep all the stuffs proper. Even I myself considered to be a bit pampered. Worse still, I managed to find someone who's even much much more pampered in this society.

The world is harsh. No one will be there patiently waiting for you to change/ transform into better ones. In fact, you must change and adapt quickly. All the things are moving fast in this world. You've to have a little basic knowledge and common sense before you come out and live with other people. No one's willing to let his/her daily lives to be affected by one's innocent acts that go on even been told by other people.

The most that I hate of is 'biadab', 'ill-mannered' and 'no manners' people. I've to be a bit cruel to such people. Kindness shall not be misuse in everything. Forgiveness's not equal to kindness.

2010-04-06T16:12:00.000+08:00

There's a new girl in class!
She's called Sakinah.
She's faithful to her religion.
She wears tudung and prays 5 times a day.
A quite friendly person in class!
Love her...

2010-04-05T09:47:00.000+08:00

I got to know two new friends whom I consider kind-hearted, friendly and real good people.
Getting to know more people makes you mature.
Some people love to play tactics on others to make them angry. That one I've seen in the place where I live now.
Haha...that's a naive action but that won't work on me anymore. During the past, I may have been easily agitated by these kind of people. Ling Khien has taught me one thing.Smile is the most powerful weapon.Smile (truthfully) from your heart when you meet someone whom you not quite get along well with.
Some people tends to do something purposely to make you angry. Most importantly, don't ever fall into the traps.
Don't ever get angry easily just because of a rotten bug. If that person's of no value to you, it's not worth to pay attention to him/her.
Make friends with those whom you like. I remember Jia Hui'd said a thing in class, "We can't make friends with everyone.That's pretty normal."
We are not clowns. We don't need to purposely please those people whom have no meaningful sorts of thoughts to us.
Just stick to what we believe. Be firm.

2010-03-31T12:42:00.000+08:00

A bit emo.
Eventually, I can't hold my temper. My anger bursts.
I can no longer disguise myself.
Alright, fine! Feel like saying the four letter words.
Don't even know I'd been emo-ing for a long time already before she discovered.
Enough!
Alright!
Life's not prefect...
Sometimes, people just don't understand a thing called "action & reaction".
Why I do so?Sure there's a reason, not just one...many things add up and eventually I can't hold on it anymore.
However, life still goes on.
Shall only focus on my personal goal to make my life happier. Other stuffs are not important anymore. Don't wanna let other people influence me.

2010-03-25T16:50:00.000+08:00

I've screwed up my mid-course maths paper 1!Issh...Let me count...another 5 months (ONLY) for the preparation of STPM Trial Exam 2010.

2010-03-20T23:13:00.000+08:00

Recently, my mum loves Pei Han so much!She asked me stuffs about her.I guess, she's interested in her.
I find a common goodness among my mum and Pei Han.Guess what?Both of them are very concerned about cleanliness.

2010-03-20T01:44:00.000+08:00

消沉了那么多个星期，是时候重新出发了!

2010-03-17T14:17:00.001+08:00

Once again,
I am feeling bored when I flip through my books.
Is it because I'd been too pressured for the past 1 and 1/2 years in form 6?
I haven't had a real breakaway or holidays during these few years...guess what?(since form 4)
It's time to change. Pressured life won't only affect myself, it may affect other people too.
A few days of break and rest are essential for me. Dearest me, please don't feel guilty about it.

2010-03-16T22:32:00.000+08:00

Back to the day which I'd received my STPM 2009 result in February...
That day, perhaps it's the day in which I was in deepest end of sadness in the world.
After receiving my results, I walked alone to Popular bookstore to weep alone.
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Alright, all the things happened on that day are not important to me anymore.
To be frank, I was never happy during the whole form 6 life in Sam Tet. Even when I smiled or laughed occasionally, I was indeed having a lil' moody period for no reasons. Maybe too many things happened during that 2 years.
Perhaps, it's better for me to encounter the first time failure in academics in my life.
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One or two days later, I got in touch with Pei Han and of course, a few of my secondary school friends(in fact, best and good friends). Thank you girls! Even though I didn't really tell much about my results, an outing really helps me to relieve.
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Well, I hope that Pei Han will be successfully admitted into MBBS programme in private university. Owh, she phoned me a few times to talk to me about this. Sweetie, I know you will do it....(in fact, for SURE you can achieve that).You are just over-worried. However, that's normal!
Remember not to let the past to haunt you!Prove yourself to be capable by doing your very best in every examinations in that 5 year MBBS degree programmes. And of course, sailing towards your area of specialisation...
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For me, I will give myself one more try in STPM 2010. It's not because I don't want to do foundation programmes or whatsoever reasons. Perhaps, I feel that I haven't completed an important task in my life.I am gonna rectify all the mistakes which I have done in STPM 2009. It's a kinda of feeling like: "I have something left undone."
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Pei han, I'll meet you soon 1 year later(perhaps in the same uni, if possible).Maybe just a one year difference / gap between our graduation years.
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A million thanks to all the friends which I've met in TARC STPM classes. You all, especially scholars really motivates me and indirectly help me to get into the hardcore study environment.
You all are the best. I believe you all can achieve what you want in STPM. You all really, REALLY(speaking frankly) motivate me a lot.