Sometimes...

Sometimes, I feel that it is hard to come across a friend that you can tell him/ her everything regardless of your happiness or sorrow, feelings, etc when you get into university. There are times whereby void starts to engulf your soul.
Even your own academic advisor, the so-called close friends will judge you by your results, achievements and other aspects. I guess all these are human instincts where they sometimes do something naturally without realising it.
I suddenly realise that I am not a social butterfly. I want to be one but just that, I become so retrenched that I gradually start keeping many things to myself and do not really invest much of my time of socializing around. That is pretty wrong. I know that. I know I've become like that because I am not that happy compared to previous times. Perhaps it's time to change.
Perhaps this is what you need to pay off as you've grown up.
The law of attraction? Perhaps I don't really master such skills.
Back to studies now.
Pen off.
=)